onsdag 16. juli 2008
"Fuel" av Metallica...
Gje meg drivstoff,
gje meg eld,
gje meg det eg attrår.
Ååå.
Ja!
Slå på... Eg ser raudt.
Adrenalinkollisjon og kræsj hovudet mitt,
nitrogenavhengig, mal meg daud.
Og eg ser raudt.
Eitt hundre pluss gjennom Sort og Kvitt.
Krigshest, krigshode,
Tykje ta dei, mann, kvite knoklar stramme
gjennom Sort og Kvitt.
Ååå, eg brenn vidare,
drivstoff pumpar motorane,
brenn hardt, laust og reint.
Og eg brenn vidare,
snur retninga,
sløkkjer tørsten med bensin.
Så gje meg drivstoff
gje meg eld,
gje meg det eg attrår.
Hei!
Bli hard, gjennom beinet
svelg framtida, spytt ut heimen
brenn andletet på krommen.
Ja! Å, ja!
Skjær svingen, bli med i kollisjonen,
hovudlys, hovudoverskrifter,
enda ein avhengig lever for snøggt.
Ja, lever alt for snøggt, snøggt, snøggt. Å, å!
Ååå, eg brenn vidare,
drivstoff pumpar motorane,
brenn hardt, laust og reint.
Og eg brenn vidare,
snur retninga,
sløkkjer tørsten med bensin.
Så gje meg drivstoff,
gje meg eld,
gje meg det eg attrår.
Å, ja-a!
Kvite knoklar stramme!
Ååååå!
Gje meg drivstoff,
gje meg eld,
det eg attrår.
Ååå, eg brenn vidare,
drivstoff pumpar motorane,
brenn hardt, laust og reint.
Og eg brenn vidare,
snur retninga,
sløkkjer tørsten med bensin.
Gje meg drivstoff,
gje meg eld,
gje meg det eg attrår.
Å!
Eg brenn vidare!
torsdag 3. juli 2008
End of Pain
This post will be in English, as a thank-you to all the people on 43Things.com, and especially Gemma.
A half-month ago, I had my final session with my psychologist. It was a good day. I've been fighting now, for more than two long years, to finally be able to lead the life I want, without my depression. It's been horrible, I know some of my friends, not to mention my wife, have been burdened by it, but they've been there for me, and they've been a great help in getting me through it all. I give my deepest and most sincere thanks to every one of you. You know who you are.
Here's what I posted on 43things.com:
"Couragous people do not surrender hope" is a quote from the Icewind Dale Trilogy by R. A. Salvatore. It’s helped me to remember my priorities during my trials, and now that I’m done with it all, healthy and feeling well, I’ve fulfilled an old dream of getting a tattoo.
I thought it was, in a strange way, pleasant – the feeling of the needle getting under my skin... It’s hard to explain, but it wasn’t painful as I expected. I kind of reminded me of my scars, which made me contemplate.
The result, Dîr verin ú-awarthar i-amdir (“Couragous people do not surrender hope”, or directly translated “People/men brave not-surrender the-hope”), you can see on the picture.
A note: It looks as though the whole tattoo is curved, but that's just because I took the picture myself, and the angle was a bit odd.